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THE
NOTE Victorian
style of her time, red
hair piled up under
a wide brimmed hat, strolls
in a formal garden. She
bends to look at a rose, wanders
farther on, and sits on
a bench in the shade where
she furls her parasol. She
takes a small book from
her cloth handbag, looks
around to see if
anyone is watching her read
love poems. A
note falls from the cover, “I
know you have a romantic soul and
hope you mean these
poems for me as
I mean them for you. J.” She
puts her gloved hand to
her mouth, horrified that
anyone knows she
reads such poems: J?
James? Jacque? Jack? Then
noticing wide loops in P’s and H’s -- Oh
my, Jane? Did Jane know more about
her than she knew herself? Elizabeth
hurries to the house, rummages
in the library with its wall of books stained
glass lamp and brocade runner down
the heavy oak table, and
finds an inscription Jane wrote to
her mother. And, yes, there are
the same rounded loops. The
pulse of her sexuality, alarms
her, sends her searching for
Jane and holding out the note could
not refrain from kissing her. “Oh
my God,” said Jane, “I
am so embarrassed, I
thought I’d put that in Edward’s book.” |