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ICU The
oxygen mask nearly covers Denise’s
sunken face, her large blue
eyes search frantically for a way out
of the room. I hold her hand,
glance outside. Below
her window a
black van awaits a stretcher with
a body in a black bag. A
man in black overcoat, black fedora,
wheels it to the back of
the van, slides it
in, closes the door. Denise
gasps for air. Soon
husband, daughter, brother arrive,
take turns holding
her hand while they wait for
her to die: wish it would be soon,
hope for a miracle cure, want
spend time with her. For
her, the future is
a black wall into which she
will dissolve. For
her husband, the funeral, then
nights of take-out food eaten
from containers in
a half-lit kitchen. |