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In
the early 1950s a boy 10 and a girl 11 walk down “What
do want to get this time?” he asks. “They
had some pony holders with bows on them.” “What
about you?” “Oh,
I’m not sure. Maybe a car or something.” “Just
be careful. That old bat at the cash register has Superman eyes.” “Don’t
worry,” he says, “I can out-run her, got my new sneaks on,” he sprints
forward a few feet, then turns and says, “See?” The
sidewalk is empty at 3 that afternoon except for an old woman laboring up the
street on swollen legs; a trucker strains as he loads up a dolly with boxes of
cans labeled Del Monte Peaches. The
green-grocer’s awning is pulled down low over the front window to protect
wooden boxes of tomatoes and plums from the sun. The boy and girl walk in its
shade, hurry pass a dark alley where rotting fruit and vegetables spilling out
of garbage cans is covered with flies; a rat scurries away. They
pause by the meat market where the fan oscillates back and forth disturbing
flies from their perch in the window and blows a few specks of the floor’s
sawdust into corners. The hooks on which the butcher usually hangs chickens are
empty; the plucked birds rest on brown paper in the cooler, their wings tucked
close to their sides, their feet tied tightly with white cord. The boy
announces, “Once I saw the butcher chop off the head of a chicken, and blood
was gushing out of its neck!” She
counters, “I heard that the butcher once caught a kid who stole a piece of
meat to feed to his dog and the butcher hung him by his belt on one of those
hooks. The boy screamed bloody murder but the butcher wouldn’t let him down
until his mother came and paid for the meat.” “They
don’t have any hooks like that at the 5 and 10 do they?” He looked worried. “I
don’t think so,” she says. They
walk by the shoe store—the door is open emitting the leathery smell of new
shoes—a reminder of school. They hurry on. Mrs.
O’Reilly, who always yells at children playing in the street near her house,
passes by wearing a floral dress and white and brown Spectator pumps. The boy
and girl pretend not to see her. The boy mutters, “Old crab.” She ignores
them. They
walk on to Woolworths 5 & 10, stop
at the door, look both ways and when they are sure no one is looking, enter. The
wood floors creak under their sneakers. The boy tries tip-toeing but the floor
still creaks. The place is darkened and cool but has the stale smell of n attic
where old clothes and a long unused rocking horse are stored. The back of the
store smells of moth balls. Hair pins and nets, Peds, nail files, nail polish are all laid out on dark wooden tables
which have a lip around the edge making them look like huge trays. A thin woman
in a faded plaid dress belted at the waist, perched on a stool by the big brown
cash register, is turning pages of The Ladies Home Journal. Another woman, gray hair in a bun, bustles
in the back with a customer who is looking for turquoise thread. The
boy and girl sneak down the toy aisle where, little red, blue and yellow cars
are jumbled in one compartment with a little plate glass divider between them
and toy soldiers, then another with tanks, another with battleships. The girl
walks nonchalantly by the hair ribbons and barrettes counter looking at them out
of the corner of her eye. The woman behind the cash register looks up at nothing
in particular, then goes back to her magazine. The boy slowly glides by a
counter with pen knives and scissors. He glances over at the cashier to see if
she is watching him. He stops and looks at them for a moment, then moves on. An
old woman leaning heavily on a cane comes into the store, slowly works her way
toward the counter holding soap and shampoo. A woman pushing her sleeping baby
in a stroller walks to the fabric aisle. The baby wakes up and cries; the mother
picks him up but he keeps crying. The boy sees the cashier look up at the mother
and baby then ease off the stool. The boy quickly doubles back to the counter
with the small pen knives, picks one up with a green and brown marbleized handle
and puts it in his pocket. He pretends to be browsing at the counter of pads and
note books as he works his way toward the door and out onto the street where he
blinks in the white sunlight and trots up a few stores to wait for the girl to
come out. He stands shifting from foot to foot, looking expectantly toward the
door of the 5 & 10. Finally
she comes out. “What’d you get?” he asks, looking around to see if anyone
is watching. “Nothing.”
“Chicken!
I got a knife.” “Let
me see it.” “Not
until we get back, I don’t want any one to see me.” Some
years later that knife would appear in his mother’s sewing things and she
would wonder aloud in his direction where it came from. He’d shrug that he
didn’t know, but if she’d have looked up at him from her sewing she would
have seen his mouth turn up slightly at the corners and his eyes look away from
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