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WELL?* The night before their sons were killed, Elisheva
went to sleep early and Aaron sat outside under the stars and watched the fire
die down. He thought back to when their son Nadab was little and dragged a
blanket out of the tent and tried, in his best four year old way, to spread it
out on the ground—he’d pull one corner out and the opposite corner would
fold in and he called out, “Daddy, give me a ride,” then ran over and pulled
on his leg until he reached down and picked him up, holding him high then
pulling him down and hugging him, “Do you want a ride on a goat or a ram?”
Aaron remembered him announcing, “A ram!” He recalled with a smile how he
got down on all fours and as Nadab climbed on his back he reached around with
his right hand to give the boy a boost. He still remembered the feel of
Nadab’s small body as he helped him up. Aaron recalled crawling in a circle
giving his son a ride and bouncing his back up and down making, “Ba, ba, ba”
sheep sounds, while Nadab laughed and laughed. Aaron’s nostalgic smile left
his face and was replaced by tight lipped anger as he recalled how Moses came
by, a small entourage including Joshua following him. Aaron could still see how
Moses stopped, raised his head high, arched his right eyebrow, looked at Aaron
imperiously and in a loud and stern voice, pointed his finger, “Aaron, please!
Remember your dignity. Have you forgotten that you are the High Priest?” Aaron
recalled looking up, his face red, reaching behind him and helping Nadab off.
The boy cried out, “What’s wrong? Why is Uncle Moses angry?” Aaron
remembered standing up, glaring at Moses, for a full minute, his mouth tense and
his eyes narrow, then muttered,
”Of course,” turned away, took Nadab by the hand and pulled him into the
tent with him, leaving the blanket behind. He pushed that memory away but more painful
memories willed themselves out of the dark places of his mind. He thought of his
days back in Egypt hearing stories about his younger brother, Moses, and how
well he was doing and what a life he had at Pharaoh’s palace. He recalled
Moses’ yearly visits to see his parents who greeted him not just as a son but
more as a visiting king. He could still picture them bustling around to make him
comfortable, asking him if they could get him anything even though they had
nothing but some water and a little stale bread and how he seemed to enjoy the
adulation and paraded around like he really was royalty, speaking Egyptian
because he barely knew Hebrew. And how he, Aaron, who really provided for his
elderly parents, was treated like a servant being ordered to fetch a pillow,
bring more water, fan his brother to keep him cool—the hair on the back of his
neck bristled at the recollection. He recalled how, when Moses disappeared for a
time, there were all sorts of rumors: “he was dead,” or “he had secret
plans to free them all,” but Aaron suspected that Moses no longer wanted to be
associated with his slave family. Aaron looked into the fire and felt his own
anger spread up from his chest into his face; he felt his teeth clinch at the
mere memory of those days. He shook his head wondering how God could have chosen
such a pampered, arrogant leader? Aaron looked around at the barren wilderness barely
visible in the wan moonlight and thought how strange it was to him. All he’d
known was the broad delta of the Aaron thought about how he and Elisheva had taught
the boys to care for the goats and sheep and how they wanted to be on their own
and how he and Elisheva had refused, fearing that they would get lost, be
confronted by a mountain lion, or they’d fall down one of the steep slopes of
the wadis. Aaron pictured how just a few months ago when Nadab turned ten, came
and begged to tend the animals on his own and how he had relented but ended up
getting another older shepherd to keep an eye on them. Aaron smiled at the
thought of how, when the boys returned that night, Nadab was bubbling with
enthusiasm, and walked quickly up to him, “We found new grasses for the sheep
and then watered them at a spring.” He recalled hugging him and Abihu,
savoring the feeling of each of the boys’ bodies against his chest, telling
them, “I knew you’d be fine,” and smiling to himself about how they even
smelled liked sheep and goats. He pictured how the boys took turns drinking from a
skin of water then when they sat down, Abihu hesitated but finally said, “It
was strange, there was another shepherd with a very small flock who seemed to be
following us.” Aaron recalled shrugging and struggling to keep a
straight face. Abihu asked, “Did you have him follow us?” “Why would I do that?” Aaron remembered looking
away trying to be casual. Abihu raised his eyebrows with an expression which
said that he knew they’d been followed, then turned to Nadab and mumbled
something in Egyptian. They both laughed. Aaron had chided them, “That is the
language of the oppressor, remember, speak Hebrew. We are free.” Then he
smiled, opened his arms, “Come here,” and the boys came to him. He put a
hand on their heads and blessed them in Hebrew, “Yivarechacha…May God bless
and keep you…” then kissed each of them on the forehead, tasting the salt of
their sweat on his lips, then hugged each of them quickly again. The fire was now almost out and he felt chilled so
he went inside the tent and went to sleep. The next day, Aaron stood in the Tent of Meeting,
stone still, dazed, staring at the thin bodies of Nadab and Abihu sprawled on
the ground in front of the incense altar, their clothes scorched by God’s
fire. His face was rigid, his mouth open in horror as if to ask why or to
scream. His hands were open in front of him as if he was about to reach for
them. He vaguely heard Moses say, “They sinned by bringing an alien fire to
the incense altar, so God has punished them.” Aaron remained fixed where he
stood, feeling numb like the numbness of the first blow of a rock or sword
before the pain and agony begins; he looked and saw but could not grasp what he
was seeing. He heard Moses, as if through a fog, admonish him that as a priest
he was forbidden to mourn and bury his sons. He wondered how they could need
burying but he could not speak; it was as if he had been hit in the stomach
knocking all the air out of him so that he could not even breathe. He stood as
silent and as still as a pile of stones heaped up on a grave.
Then he willed his feet to move feeling his sandals scraping the rough
ground and shuffled away a few feet, but then he felt his numbness turn into an
explosion. He felt like he had torn away ropes which were holding him down and
ran toward his sons mouth open but no sound coming out, feeling his knees buckle
under him and he fell screaming, got
up quickly, then yelled, “I want my sons!!” and ran toward them. Moses
called out, “Stop him! It is forbidden!” Several men came over to hold
Aaron, preventing him from going to his sons but Aaron kicked and twisted,
thrashing at the men holding him and wailing, “I want my boys, let me go, I
just want to touch them one more time!” then
sobbing, “I want to hold them just one more time…” Moses stood erect, held
out his arm, pointed and ordered, “It is not permitted.” Aaron knew that as
a priest he could not have contact with the dead but he still dragged his feet
on the ground and managing to free his left hand kept hitting the men holding
him. And, when he heard Moses order that the burned bodies of his sons be
wrapped in the tunics and buried outside the camp, and that Aaron must be kept
in the Tent of Meeting until they were buried, he screamed, “I want to bury my
sons. I am their father! I am their father!” and flailed his arms and kicked
out at the guards, who held his arms firmly and apologized if they were hurting
him. He was after all the High Priest. Aaron sobbed great hiccupping sobs and
when the guards let him sit down he sat facing the entrance weeping and pouring
hands full of ashes from the altar over his head so that his face was streaked
black and gray from ashes and tears. After the burial they let him go and Aaron stumbled
out of the Tent of Meeting and ran frantically outside the camp to look for the
graves. He ran, back and forth in different directions as if he wanted to search
in every direction at once, scraping his hands and legs on the rock and low
brambles, then tripped over a rock and cut his forehead so that blood trickled
down the side of his face. He got up, ignored the blood and now limping finally
saw a group of men guarding two graves mounded with stones. Aaron limped directly
toward them as fast as he could, arms outstretched yelling, “My sons…my
sons…” The guards came
forward took hold of him and carried him back to his tent. Elisheva heard all the commotion, came out of the
tent and ran over to the guards who put him down when they saw her. Aaron who
had stopped weeping stood and stared off with the vacant look of a man who had
lost everything that mattered, but when he saw Elisheva he began to sob again,
covering his face with his hands and fell to his knees. She kneeled down
next to him, her eyes wide with fear, and asked what happened. He looked at her,
his face streaked with dirt and tears and blood, held out his arms to her,
looked at her wild eyed and sobbed so hard that he could not speak. A circle of
people had formed and several women had their hands over their mouths, wiping
their eyes while most of the men averted their eyes as if this was a private
matter they should not be witnessing. Finally he gulped back his tears and
blurted out, “Killed. Dead. Both of them.” Elisheva shrieked, “Nadab!
Abihu! Noooo!” and tore her clothes. Even after the crowd dispersed Aaron and
Elisheva sat huddled, weeping alone for some time then managed into their tent,
holding on to one another, dragging one another. They sat crumpled on the floor
like a mound of old rags alternately weeping, wailing, “My boys, my wonderful
boys.” Aaron tried to hold her to
comfort her but she sat up, her hair wild, her arms open, and screamed,
“Nadab, Abihu where are you, come to me, I’ll make your favorite food, come
back to me!” Elisheva seemed to collapse and Aaron rubbed her back,
“Shshshsh, shshsh, shshsh,” and, “Elisheva, Elisheva,” again and again.
They were quiet for a time and finally Elisheva whispered, “Tell
me…everything…what happened,” and in a hollow monotone Aaron told her
everything that happened to their sons, what Moses said to him and how he
wasn’t allowed to bury them. Elisheva sat stone still. Aaron reached out to
soothe her, but she slapped him on the arms and chest, “You and your
priesthood,” she screamed, then collapsed on the blanket weeping, her body
shaking with deep sobs. Aaron, hardly able to speak, kneeled down next to her as
she lay in a dark corner of the tent. He slowly extended his hand to touch her,
to stroke her hair. Elisheva turned around, grabbed his robe and pulled herself
up, her eyes wild, “Go! Go to Moses who has not even a kind word, Moses who
spits in your face, Moses who has a heart like a rock; he is a worm; he is lower
than goat’s dung, worse than a fly on sheep droppings! Go! she screamed, “Go
make him explain!” Then she turned and buried herself in her blankets and
moaned. Aaron closed his eyes, took a breath, turned and
shuffled out not knowing where to go. He wandered alone to the other side of a
hill were he could look over the brown valley of the wilderness. The
outcroppings in the distance shined deep gold in the lowering sun. He sat on a
rock, picked up a handful of pebbles and then let them fall one by one with a
faint dull klunk on the ground before him. His grief held him down on the rock
like he was part of it. As
the sun sunk behind him he hugged himself partly to keep warm in the chill and
partly in an effort to hold together his body—he felt like it was coming
apart. Soon the stars appeared and he sat looking up at them thinking of
Elisheva’s words. An owl hooted. A half moon rose. He leaned over, his elbows
on his knees, his head between his hands. Elisheva was right, he thought, I must
confront him. He shivered in the
cold air. He picked up a stone and threw it, then listened as it bounced off
rocks below. He looked down at his priest’s tunic now torn and streaked with
ashes and blood and recalled the way Moses instructed him about the Temple
ritual, pointing his finger at him and talking down to him and how he kept
saying, “Listen to me,” and asking with raised eyebrows, “Do you
understand?” He’d wanted to tell Moses to stop talking to him like he was a
child but he was afraid Moses would get angry and yell at him. Aaron felt a wave
of shame when he recalled that he just bit his lip and remained silent. He
buried his face in his lap trying to disappear, as if that could cover those
humiliations. Aaron had no idea how long he had been sitting on
that rock when he heard the crunch of sandals on the stones behind him and
Miriam’s voice call his name. He slowly turned around. He could just make out
his heavy-bodied older sister, laboring up the hill under the dim moon light. He
watched silently as she approached carrying a skin of water and some food.
“Good, I thought I’d find you here,” she said breathing heavily and wiping
her face with her sleeve. He watched her put the food and water on the rock,
then as she sat down, she turned to him, “The boys,” her lips and chin
quivered, “they were…” she wept then opened her arms and hugged him; the
two of them cried; Aaron’s body shook. After a time, Miriam sat up, wiped her
eyes with the back of her hand, “Remember when they were little, and they only
wanted to stay with me? They’d come over to my tent and tell me they liked my
food better than their mother’s, but I shouldn’t tell her because they
didn’t want to hurt her feelings. And then I’d ask, ‘What chores are you
trying to get out of?’ and then Nabab and Abihu would look at one another with
a guilty look as if to say ‘We’ve been caught,’ and we’d all laugh and
I’d give them a treat and send them home. They were such sweet boys…” she
shook her head then covered her face and sobbed. Aaron put his arm around her
shoulders and wiped his eyes with his sleeve.
They sat in silence for a long time then Miriam sighed and turned toward
him, “There are no limits to Moses’ arrogance; I sometimes wonder why God
chose him to be our leader...” Miriam watched Aaron for his reaction. He was
silent. She continued, “You are the High Priest after all…” Aaron looked
at her, shrugged and opened his
hands in a gesture of not realizing what she was getting at and too overwhelmed
to try to understand. “Aaron,” she looked directly at
him, her lips pressed tightly together with determination, “We have to do
something; he doesn’t listen to anyone any more.” The sound of someone yelling drifted
over from the camp. “What can I do about it?” he pointed to
himself, raising his eyebrows. A small animal rustled in a low bush. “What can you do about it? You are the High
Priest. I’m,” she pointed to herself, “just his lowly big-mouth sister who
saved him when he was a baby but he’d rather forget about that—I don’t
think,” she shook her head, ”he likes the idea that he was saved by a girl;
but you have a position and you can use it damn it.” She slapped her leg for
emphasis then grabbed his arm and looked at him intently.
He let out a sigh. He was in no shape to do much of
anything. The sound of bleating sheep drifted over from the camp. “Look here,” she pulled on his sleeve. He
glanced at her and then looked away, “ever since he came back to lead us out
of Aaron was quiet. He looked down at the ground and
rubbed his sandal into the rough ground and said quietly, “Not now Miriam, not
now.” Miriam kissed him and pulled the blanket around him, “I’ll leave you
alone, but think about what I’ve said. And, eat something, you are getting so
thin you will soon disappear.” “Disappear”
is exactly what he wanted to do. He sat up looking out into the darkness.
Moses’ Egyptian accented Hebrew echoed in his head bringing back memories of
the way the Egyptian guards pointed and barked at him. Aaron shuddered. A wolf
howled. Then he stood up and turned around toward the camp where he could hear
the sounds of the flocks stamping their feet and moving nervously in the night
chill. It is true, he thought—I’ve become—he sighed, Miriam was right, he
hesitantly admitted—as subservient to Moses as I had been to the Egyptians. He
gave a single bitter laugh and sat down. The breeze brought the smell of cooking
fires still smoldering. He rested his hands limply on his knees, looked blankly
out into the dark and empty wadi and
sighed. Would it make any difference if I confronted Moses? How could it? He
wouldn’t apologize. Would Elisheva and I even believe him if he did? He toyed
with a stone under his foot without paying any attention to what he was doing.
He placed his hands on his knees and pushed himself up and felt unsteady on his
feet. He’d tell Elisheva that he couldn’t and wouldn’t but he had an
uneasy feeling he tried to ignore but which kept nagging at him, it was the
feeling that he would forever be deeply ashamed if he didn’t act; and yet,
what would be the purpose of confronting Moses? He didn’t know. He
turned toward his tent, took a few steps and stopped. He stood there in the dark
shivering with anxiety. He turned back and paced, trying to calm himself by
taking deep breaths, gulps of air. When he saw the sky across from him slowly
turn from black to dark blue he was surprised—had he really been there all
night? He shivered in the chill of first light, the purple of the mountains in
the distance now barely visible. Now for the very first time he allowed himself
to picture both the burned and crumpled bodies of his sons lying in front of the
incense altar, together with the smug, self righteous look of Moses with his
arched right eyebrow. Aaron’s body
shook with rage until he screamed out “No!!” which echoed,
“…oh…oh...oh” through the canyon of the wadi.
He looked out into the empty space of the wadi
below him and beyond the uneven hills and sharp rocks and pictured the faces of
his sons. He wept and seethed at God and then at Moses, Moses standing straight,
even stiffly, coolly telling him, “This is what the Lord meant when He said:
Through those near to Me I show Myself holy…” while his precious, wonderful,
kind boys, Nadab and Abihu, who only wanted to do the right thing lay burned
before him. Aaron felt the heat in his face, the blood rushing up in anger. He
looked out toward the east and saw it getting lighter, the sun just now showing
itself above the horizon. He turned and walked resolutely to Moses’ tent. By
now that ferocious ball was rising rapidly, angry red and orange out of the
east, scorching everything in its path. Aaron
brushed by the guard at the entrance and strode into his brother’s tent. Moses
was sitting on a blue cushion at the opposite end conferring with Joshua. Aaron
could see their faces lit up by the a few small oil lamps placed in front of
them. Instead of waiting at the entrance until they were done, Aaron strode
right up to them and demanded, “Moses, I want to speak with you,” he knew
that he had to act quickly because if his anger dissipated he would not be able
to go through with it. “All
right, I’ll be free in a moment,” he mumbled without looking up and
continued to talk to Joshua. “No!
Now!” Aaron demanded, and crossed his arms. “Please,
just give me a minute!” Moses sounded annoyed and waved him away. “And
I told you, now!” Aaron raised his voice, surprised but pleased that he was
able to remain strong. He purposely pictured his boys to fuel his anger to give
himself courage. Aaron kicked over one of the oil lamps spilling oil on the
ground and sending the pottery lamp skidding over the floor. Moses,
still seated, looked over at the lamp, “What did you…” then saw Aaron’s
soot and blood-stained face, his eyes wild and his teeth clinched in
anger. He motioned for Joshua to leave them. “Oh
my God. What happened to you?”
Aaron
planted his feet directly opposite Moses, “Have you forgotten that my sons are
dead, killed, and that you insulted me with some lecture about God and that I
can’t even bury them!” He shouted, “That’s what’s wrong!” His
voice shook. Moses, trying to calm his brother, nodded that he understood and
gestured toward the cushion next to him inviting Aaron to sit down. “I’m
sorry. I was distracted. Please,” he pointed again to the cushion, “I
didn’t mean…I would never…” Aaron ignored the invitation and continued
to stand, his arms crossed, his eyes still narrowed, his lips tight. Moses
called out, “Tzipporah, Aaron is here, please bring him something to eat.”
Aaron seethed, “This isn’t a social visit. I’m not here to eat.” Moses
straightened his back and looked intently. Aaron had seen that expression many
times: Moses was preparing for battle. Aaron, shaking with rage, pointed his
finger and repeated, “How dare you, how dare you stand in the sanctuary, my
sons dead before me,” his voice wavered, he took a breath and went on, “and
tell me that God,” he changed his voice to mimic Moses, ” ‘showing Himself
to be holy,’ was merely asserting His authority…” and then screamed,
“How could you say such a thing to me? And not a word of comfort about my
sons.” Aaron’s mouth quivered, his outstretched finger shook, his face red. Just
then, Moses’ sons burst in. They were tall, well built men, older than
Aaron’s sons, but before they could speak, Moses, held out his hand indicating
that they should stop, gestured toward the door, and said firmly, “Not now!”
then turned back toward Aaron. They glanced at one another then looked down.
Neither spoke for a few minutes, then finally Moses gestured toward a cushion,
“Please sit down.” Aaron remained standing glaring at Moses who continued,
“I would never intend to hurt you, don’t you know that? What’s come over
you?” He tried to soften and sweeten his voice. “This isn’t like you.” “What’s
come over me?” He shook his finger, “My sons are dead. Don’t you
understand? They are dead!” His lip quivered slightly as if he might weep.
“And you are cruel, you stood there with that imperious look on your face
lecturing me about what God had done and not a word, not a sign…” he took a
breath, “that’s what’s come over me!” Moses
got up and took a step toward Aaron, extended his right arm as if to touch
Aaron’s shoulder but Aaron stepped back. “You have it all wrong.” Moses
smiled. “Do you really think I don’t care? Of course I care, but what I said
to you was, well, it was a favor.” Moses softened his voice trying to sound
full of concern. Aaron,
who would usually be taken in by such a tone of caring, interrupted him and spat
out, “A favor?!” His eyes narrowed and he hissed, “How dare you!” then
turned around and started for the entrance. Moses
went after him, grabbed him by the arm, but Aaron yanked himself free. Moses
followed Aaron saying, “I can’t believe you. I was giving you a warning.
What was done was done. I wanted to make sure that neither you nor anyone else
would be punished.” Aaron kept walking without looking at Moses who continued,
“Don’t you realize that I wanted to help you?” and when Aaron didn’t
stop he called after him, “You,” his face red, his voice angry, “are the
High Priest, and whether you like it or not, you were responsible for your sons.
It was your responsibility to teach them what was permitted and forbidden in the
sanctuary.” Aaron
swung around, “You dare lecture me?!” He pointed his finger at Moses and
shouted, “I know what my responsibilities are,” then hissed through his
teeth, “You don’t have to tell me my responsibilities.” Moses grabbed him
to shake him, “How do I make you understand…” Aaron fell back into the
ashes of yesterday’s fire, and landed on a bowl which let out a loud cracking
sound as it broke. Moses
reached out his hand, “I didn’t mean…” Aaron waved him off, closed his
eyes and shook his head sadly. He
slowly got up and limped out rubbing his leg then walked toward Miriam’s tent.
Moses stood with his hands open and outstretched, watching him, his mouth poised
to speak but nothing came out. Aaron
marched into Miriam’s tent, his face red, his mouth set hard, his eyes narrow,
breathing hard. As soon as she saw him she stood up, took a step toward him and
said, “I see you spoke to Moses.” And then as he came closer, she peered at
him and pointed at his robes with a puzzled look, “What happened? she asked,
“Tell me everything!” she demanded, reaching out to brush the ashes off his
robe. He pushed her hand away. “He
seems to think he did me a favor!” he spat out, his face still red. “Here,”
she pointed to some pillows, “sit down, I’ll give you something to eat and
you can tell me about it.” Aaron
ignored the invitation to sit and paced still limping, his hands punching the
air for emphasis as he told Miriam, who stood with her arms folded across her
chest, what happened. “Is that everything?” Miriam asked looking at his
robe. “Of course, damn it! What else?” She
pointed, “How did you get ashes all over your robe and why are you limping? “You
are impossible,” he sounded exasperated, shot her an annoyed glance then
looked away, “I, I just tripped in the dark,” he said more softly. She
held up her hands, “Okay, okay…” backing off, knowing there was more to
the story. She sat down and Aaron followed her. Aaron was calmer now. His mouth
had softened, his face had returned to its usual sun-tanned color. Miriam had an
oil lamp hanging from the ceiling of the tent. It cast a low, soft light on the
two of them seated on pillows. Miriam began, “I really think that Moses
fancies himself as God,” Aaron looked intently at Miriam and listened
carefully as she continued, “and I’m not the only one who thinks so; I’ve
heard people talking; they wish we had someone else leading us.”
Aaron
looked down, seeming to study his hands but mulling over what she said. Miriam
watched him carefully then said softly, “What do you think?” Aaron
looked up at her, cleared his throat, and said softly but firmly, “That is a
very serious matter. Let me think about it.” Miriam
smiled, “Good, let’s talk tomorrow, but for now, you need to get cleaned up
and rest. We’ll talk later.” As
Aaron limped out of her tent, the sun was strong, scorching everything around
him. Epilogue A
few days later Aaron and Miriam sent all those who had complained about Moses
into the camp announcing that Aaron wished to speak to them, hinting that the
time of hardship was over, whispering in the ears of the men that Moses’ harsh
rule was about to end, proclaiming that Aaron and Miriam had good news for them.
Men, women, whole families, the elderly who could barely walk, little children
carried on their fathers’ shoulders, women nursing babies all flowed to the
large open space in front of the Tabernacle. The children played tag and ran
laughing among the adults some of whom smiled in expectation of better things
while others looked anxious and wary, unsure of what they were about to hear. When
a large crowd had gathered Aaron, dressed in his resplendent white robes of the
High priest and wearing the gold breast plate, came out of his tent. The crowd
cheered and people pressed closer to see him more clearly, opening a way for him
to walk through. He made his way to a small hill in front of the crowd which
whistled and called his name. A man in front of him smiled broadly showing
missing teeth; a man in a torn tunic lifted his little girl so she could see.
Miriam stood near him. After a few moments, Aaron raised his hand and the crowd
became silent. He cleared his throat and proclaimed loudly in his deep and
resonant voice, “Has the Lord spoken only through Moses? Has He not spoken
through us as well?” Most of the
crowd cheered, clapped, whistled while a few men in the back wearing gray robes,
shook their head from side to side and grumbled to one another, pointing toward
Aaron and Miriam. Aaron ignored them and spoke
to the crowd of their hardships, the lack of water, the lack of food, the
incessant wandering without reaching their homeland, pausing after each
difficulty while the people nodded in approval, talked excitedly, smiled and
laughed. Again and again he repeated the words, “Has the Lord spoken only
through Moses? Has He not spoken through us as well?” each time eliciting
cheers. Finally, amidst rhythmic clapping, Miriam led the women in dancing, so
spirited that they almost disappeared amidst the billows of dust raised by their
feet. Elisheva stood smiling, with tears in her eyes. __________________ *For
the Biblical background of the story see Leviticus 10 and Number 12. |